Everything happens for a reason
But the reason given is plainly ridiculous
Some things change by the season
And we all believe it’s just harmless
A man believes that he’s been treated unfair
That he wasn’t given a goodnight kiss
That he pays for an overpriced airfare
It is no one’s fault but his
She believes that she should wait
For a train that brings her out from the dim
But you can never fight fate
Even if you’ve consumed the story of the brother’s Grimm
A shortcut might not be the best way
As there’s always a curling road ahead
With the help of some of your swordplay
At least you won’t be caught dead
After a long hiatus,
I finally try to write a piece (not that i’m good at it…)
When I first wrote this, I didn’t know what topic will it covered
or what will the next paragraph be
and neither did I know the meaning - at least not till the end.
This is just a wordplay
So…
I did it! I’ve been accepted there! (I’m not gonna tell you where that is, I’m not gonna jinx anything) But sadly, no one but the marketing people congratulate me :( oh man, I just need some support here.
Speaking of which, I’ve had enough of being too kind to people, I’ve had enough of making other people happy, I’ve had enough of putting other people first.
1. I SHOULD BE MORE SELFISH
Why: I’m not talking big about myself but I’ve been bound so badly by my parents. They wouldn’t let me out of Jakarta because they’re so effing lonely. And why am I always crying here in Jakarta?
How: I’m getting accepted there, so I’ll just focus on my studies, not giving any shit to their problems, even when they try to drag me. I simply won’t give a shit.
2. I SHOULD PUT MYSELF FIRST
Why: I’m done making other people happy when the aftereffect is me crying so badly, having no one to talk to & almost making a call to a psychiatrist.
How: Do what makes me happy. I don’t care if some people get upset because of my decision. That’s life, dude.
3. I SHOULD BE MORE CONFIDENT OF MYSELF
Why: For an Asian where most of the girls are tiny & skinny with no boobs nor an ass, I’m considered big. Have I told you that I WAS bulimic? Due to the fact that my gran always criticizing on how I look, etc & my parents didn’t help either + the peer pressure + I AM ASIAN (No, I didn’t regret I was born Chinese, I just wish I wasn’t born here)
How: Real women have curves. I have curve. The kind of pretty that most people like didn’t have boobs nor an ass. I was just born on the wrong continent.
It was 20:05 when my plane finally arrived in Jakarta. Slap me if you think I’m insane (which, up until now, I don’t think I am) but the moment I arrived at the airport, right before immigration, my mind said: “welcome to hell.”
I had a lot of talk back in Melbie and yea, this may sounds crazy but I’ll be doing what people think I won’t be doing. But hey, I need a change in my life ok? And let’s not jinx anything..
Wish me luck! :)
Last year, I was planning to make a film about a boy who got his head stuck in a fishbowl. He grows up and falls in love and realises that everything is okay… This is crazy!
